Mwhahahahahurt.

have you ever thought bout my feelings?
actually maybe i feel the same way like they thought bout us
i hope you can hear me, untold
cuz theres an unexplainable things

i always pretend like what i do to ya is same like what i do to my another friend
but thats wrong
they can see the differences
so why 'cant' ya?

im not sure of what they thought
but if theres love between us
so why the simple complication and misscommunication
lead to follow?

we're hiding
we're avoidin each of us
and its hurt
dont ya?

i dont want this feelings
ruin our worthiest thing
sincerely,
friendship

i always pretend like im acting like i used to be
theres nothin more than that
its because i dont wanna lose ya
im afraid if ya know that
ya'll avoid me

but when they notice me that theres same way
why ya seems so far away?
just because ya think that ya just friend for me?
ya know?
theres more than that

but i dont know how to tell it
so im just hiding
hhhhhh unfortunately, ya've changed
*sigh*

just small talk now?
where we used to share every things?
aw thats hurt
so much

ya dont act like ya used to be to me
i aint feel that?
no! im feeling it sooooo muchhhh
more that ya ever thought!

ya think that ya're just friend for me?
ya wrong!
ya think someone on my songs is another guy? my ex? yuckk
ya wrong!
ya think that i just act like i used to be to ya like how im acting to all of my friends?
ya wrong!
ya think that i dont lose ya?
ya wrong!
ya think that im not jealous when i see ya around and thats not with me?
ya wrong!
ya think that i dont know it all?
ya wrong!
ya think that im not hopin ya'll come back to urself?
ya wrong?
ya think that im not hopin so much we used to be! crazy thing! songs we used to sing?
ya wrong!
ya think that im not hoping ya wont forget me? ouch :( 
ya wrong!

ya think that i dont feel ur feelings?
ya wrong, eh

END!!

(NB: hope theres no one read my oddest entry --" )